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COMP FOR THE HEART

by Grutch Records

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When I see you I think about you changing then I touch myself Then your mom walks in I realize I'm not even at my house "What is going on" She screams as I try to zip up my pants Then my dick gets caught In the zipper now I'm freaking out I'm sorry I'm sorry now But it's too late I'm sorry I'm sorry now But it's too late Don't know why I'm here But it's pretty clear That you are mad Sorry my bad I try to run away So I jump out the back door fire escape Then I hit my head Got hit by a car now i am dead I'm sorry I'm sorry now But its too late I'm sorry I'm sorry now But it's too late Don't know why I'm here But it's pretty clear That you are mad Sorry my bad I'm sorry I'm sorry now But it's to late I'm sorry I'm sorry now But it's to late Don't know why I'm here But it's pretty clear That you are mad Sorry my bad
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Feel the autumn leaving from my eyes Head begins to rot Roots start growing deep into the ground Breathing something I should not Fingers crawling from beneath the pit Arms that I control Legs are longer, and a little spit Drooling on my clothes You can talk to me, but I don't have a head Lest you give to me while laying in your bed This heart I grew for you while laying in the dirt Has taken hold my pumpkin head Nighttime comes, light candles in my skull Walk safely to your home You hold my hand, I wish that I could blush Over this skin and bone You give me once a kiss right on the cheek And I walk home alone Back to the hole, my body lay to rest My head cut full of holes This heart I grew for you while laying in the dirt Has simply shielded me from fear of getting hurt As the light in my head burns out amidst the cold A baseball bat cracks through my brain
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We sat on your porch to have a talk But it's hard to hear your mumbling When your tongue swings around on the inside of my mouth I guess it's better than hearing you say We broke up 'cos I don't know how to grow up You're not a kid anymore, I think I threw up Did I fuck up once again? My teeth are bleeding My voice is slurring with every word I can't remember what I said Was it me or was it all the alcohol? She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two I left a voicemail on your phone It was a mixture of drunk sadness horny And a little bit of love You called me back said it's over I said wait, just give it some time I promise when I knock on your window I'll wait For now it'll be the last time I got a black eye and a bloody nose And I really can't remember how I got them Where's this bag of wadded Burger King from? Maybe I was just too stoned She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two She was the one who, she was the one who She was the one who broke my heart in two
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April Lala lost her name She's just off today But she's come back to say I won't go away She told me She's so cold What's it matter anyway She can numb the pain Oh so strange April turns to May She told me Please don't go She walks with flowers in her hair Sleepwalks to smell the summer air Her brain's in Mars It's not that far April Lala found her fame Has a lot to say She killed her man, oh what a shame Had it coming anyway She told me She's controlled She walks with flowers in her hair Sleepwalks you smell the summer air She soars no one can compare Sees clear that there's nobody there Her brain's in Mars It's not that far Her blindfold scars It's not that
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One two three finger Nobody taught me how to care I think I should've picked it up somewhere Along the way We all decay from what we love the most So shimmer while you can Please tell me that I'm not the same Glitter on the pan, it's heating up But I've got nothing to eat ooh baby I'm just a house pet I'm just a house pet Well let me lie all day Today was yesterday again I think I don't recall so yeah Why would I want to Why would I, I do, oh I do If my life is sweet Is that why I have so many cavities On my rotting teeth, lead me on a leash And I'd still get lost ooh baby I'm just a house pet I'm just a house pet Well let me lie all day I'm just a house pet Ahh I'm just a house pet Well flush me down the drain
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When we met, you caught my gaze A cold-ass night near the holidays I couldn't find the nerve to just say something Dark room, late night I felt the warmth behind your eyes Six years since then With no idea this would happen May have failed, but I had schemed To get the girl who was in my dreams I played my favorite songs and caught you humming Dive bars, rock shows The joy they bring will always grow When I'm with you I know you feel this too 'Cause all we ever wanted was to be a couple of kids In an empty concrete jungle on a distant trip Where the world had gone away And you and me could play We'd see all the lights and nobody could stop us Just a couple of kids Leaning for a kiss She's a queen in the modern day And no one can tell her what to say She's a rebel and a saint But you'll never hear me complain Ice cold bong rips May feel good but they never hit Like kissing you Where I want to be when the night is through 'Cause all we ever wanted was to be a couple of kids In an empty concrete jungle on a distant trip Where the world had gone away And you and me could play We'd see all the lights and nobody could stop us Just a couple of kids Leaning for a kiss Even when we don't agree I know you'll stay here with me You're the only thing I need to get me to sleep (And I couldn't survive without you in my life)
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I'm sick of having nothing in common with all my college friends If you can call them that I'm sick of getting left on read by all these record labels They all think I'm bad Another wasted day, another wasted excuse I'll drag myself out of bed Y'know she was right about you I don't even like sleeping, I use it to hide from the chaos Drive for the payoff and I can't tell if we're on a break or it's over Could be high, but I'm sober No matter how many moral dilemmas in life, I manage to do it myself No matter how many times I push it away, it always comes circling back to me So what's the point of doing the right thing if the people you care about won't even believe you I'm sick of having nothing in common with all my college friends If you can call them that I'm sick of getting left on read by all these record labels They all think I'm bad
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100% of profits will be donated to the Deborah Heart & Lung center in New Jersey. Thank you for supporting this compilation and further supporting a good cause <3

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released February 14, 2023

Compilation assembled by Grey Hobbs

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